why me?

why does my world include me? why not just be some abscence which can focus on loving others rather than worrying about myself? maybe this is what being crucified to self is all about - letting the Lord fill and envelop me, consume me, so that my mouth is encouraging and my arms are hugging and my feet are walking the extra mile, because of the Lord's love. somehow he wants us to be a part of things - he gives us unique gifts and abilities, varying perspectives and insights. and it is through this difference that we need one another, as a body, as a family, for completeness. but only through him. nothing is without him.

ceaseless fire,
consume me;
burn earthly desire,
make me holy.